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all i do is piss people off... that gets old...
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going shooting today... hope i come back..
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happy turkey holocaust day
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first snow was today...
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Wonderful Savior, my heart belongs to thee
I will remember always the blood You shed for me
Wonderful Savior, my heart will know Your worth
So let me embrace You always as I walk this earth
Be blessed, be loved, be lifted high
Be treasured here, be glorified
I owe my life to You, my Lord
Here I am
Beautiful Jesus, how may I bless Your heart
Knees to the earth I bow down to everything You are
Beautiful Jesus, You are my only worth
So I will embrace You always as I walk this earth
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tonight is amazing. full of fog.. can't hardly see the church.. which is about 50 feet away. . i love fog... hidden.. mysterious... yeah....
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i will fall soon.. if things don't change.. and fall hard..
and no.. this really isn't related to you.
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so... who here reads my other blog? if so... how long have you been reading and where did you get el linko?
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what should i put on my christmas list? People need to know soon. please help!
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FYI: I changed my comment line to keep you all from sucking
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Spiritual Journey
I haven't found a quick three-point checklist that brings about a happy ending. There is no easy to swallow bible verse that answers all my questions. There is no salve that makes me feel better. And often God seems so distant and silent. I'm always going to be the stupid kid in the back of the class dealing with past hurts. I'm always going to be the one remaining non-member of the Holy Club.
My only resolve is this: this is my journey. These are my questions. This is my own spirituality. But I do believe that somehow in some way along my journey... Jesus shows up. Maybe he's wearing the skin of a reject, maybe he is my grocery store clerk. He doesn't show up toating a bible or a statement or a press release or a best seller or his latest album or movie. He just shows up, holds my hand and walks with me.
After that... Who knows?
Adapted from an article, but personalized for me
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finally.... 1:45 minutes after youth group let out... the last kid is gone.... how do you lovingly establish boundaries for ppl who overstay?
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longing for the day when your actions start matching what you have told me.
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So... there is now a Director of Student Ministries at SFMC... and no.. it is not me... his name is Scott Lowe and he will start in the middle of December. I'm not sure how i will feel about it. I have been looking fwd to someone being hired, am glad it was him from among the other canidates and do look forward to having some things taken off my plate. I am not sure how this will affect my position at church. Does this mean i'm now his direct report and don't spend time with Kev, the guy i've been working under? there is a whole bunch of unknown... and i don't like the unknown. I enjoy being the leader of things.. will that change now too? I guess i'll still be calling the shots for the next 4 weeks, but after that, who knows? I guess i will do most of the rest of everythign until Dec ends, but what about the stuff for the start of 2005 that we are already planning? does he assume control over all that? now i don't have an excuse to not grow and develop my small group ministry. it is all i will have to focus on. i hope that is ok and i still exceed Kev's expectations. who knows... i also have to ask for a raise so i can pay my insurance bills. who knows...
whatever
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so i went to bed at 8pm last night... woke up at 7:00 and hit the snooze.... wow....
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go see the incredibles.... its a hilarious movie... and never ever make fun of a mullet sitting infront of you in the theator. you might end up having graduated with them..... oops.
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